:: Emotional Void ::

:: Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ::

*black widow*

(Be grateful..)

just because someone is still alive doesn't mean you can't think of him or her in close ways and/or feel that person thinking of you. just because you don't have their phone number anymore doesn't mean you can't talk directly to them.....

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life is a miraculous occurrence. billions of years had to go just right to produce you and i.....
......what a glorious mistake if we are indeed an accident in nature!......
.....each one of us is responsible for the ripple even if we never leave the house.

be grateful. your family past, present and future depends on it.

~ mr. a-z ~

his words got to me today. i cried knowing how true they are.

it's crazy how much it affected me so. and suddenly i'm having flashbacks of everything and everyone i ever cared and still do care about.

i have a weird way of showing that i care. most of the time i avoid the whole drama at all cost. it's a strong front to cover my true self crumbling from within.

but i seem to be able to communicate better with my loved ones who are no longer around. not in the psychic sense. but they seem much closer than ever before. especially with thoughts of them being with me during my ups and downs...

these tears are for my dad.
these tears are also for the victims in the recent shooting in virginia tech.

life is too short to be complacent.
if i have not said this to you before, i just want you to know that i do care.

:: black widow 4/18/2007 10:14:00 PM [+] ::
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