instead of others accidentally bumping into me, i end up knocking myself against anything which can possibly cause me pain and suffering.
either that or i lay myself bare..all fragile and unprotected, willing myself to get hurt and cry myself silly.
it gets messy when u don't know yourself when you are strong and when you are not.no prior warnings..no indication of what is to come. nobody knows.
those words that used to make me stronger has now caused my downfall.it rarely works the second time round.you get immuned..that's life. that's human..too clever for their own good sometimes.if only i can just believe those words over and over again..without the slightest doubt.
would have made life much easier but complicated life do need complicated solutions..
:: black widow 8/27/2006 11:15:00 PM [+] ::
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