juz recently, i figured that since i now hav the time..i should get cracking on doing the things i hav been wanting to do.namely..acquiring new skills. and it has now become quite a race to get those skills as fast as possible..a challenge to myself perhaps.
and i'm enjoying it.
with the uncertainty of my exam results, i'm finding refuge by creating a whole new obstacle race which takes my mind off things..even for juz a while. is it my way of running away from reality?
i don't see it that way..i juz see it as an alternative outlet for me to be rid of all negativity that is ever existing inside of me.it may be temporary but at least it's lifting my spirits up for the moment.
nothing is fixed in life anyway.
so juz fuck it..
:: black widow 8/10/2006 11:30:00 PM [+] ::
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