:: Emotional Void ::

:: Sunday, December 11, 2005 ::

*black widow*

(Run)

light up, light up
as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
i'll be right beside you dear
~run by s.p~

my current food for the soul..a song made for my soul..

listening to one of those always make me turn to jelly. they do have a 'fragiling' effect (if that's even a word)
but then again, i'm capable of making up my own words.it's in the blood i tell ya

i'm not sure what i'm feelin right now..not happy nor sad. confused?maybe..but i think it's more 'messed up'. some things are juz meant not to be known. but it kinda disturbs you when you finally find out through another source (and not from the person in question)
it makes you think why must it be kept a secret.it makes you wonder the truthfulness in the whole relationship.
and whether you have been lied to all this while.

do i run away from all this shit or do i juz swallow it down and lead life as normal? (i dun even know whats 'normal' anymore). but doesn't that mean im lying too?

life is indeed a stage. a different mask for a different scene.

:: black widow 12/11/2005 01:47:00 PM [+] ::
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