:: Emotional Void ::

:: Friday, May 20, 2005 ::

*black widow*

(Wats love gotta do with it?)

been surfing the net the whole day..(studies put on hold while i was trying to find my inner peace by reading about other people) how wrong was i..

stumbled upon this girl's blog whose every entries pretty much are about this guy she obviously like. made me laugh..it's obviously one of those puppy love thingy. she should be quite young judging from the writing style.
im not dissing her..but these kinda things never fail to make me sneer in disgust.

maybe because i have never been in those kinda puppy love scanario crap ever. sure, i have my dose of crushes where i go all excited when i see the person in question..but i never could find it in my heart to go to all length to get their attention or even imagine myself being in a relationship with whoever it is.

i mean..im stubborn like that. never wanting to show my real emotions ever. and because of that, most people dismiss me as someone cold-hearted or emotionless even.

i guess u can never go through life without being judged..be it a negative or positive one.

i know..i judge myself all the time.mostly negative really. damn me!

:: black widow 5/20/2005 02:41:00 PM [+] ::
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