:: Emotional Void ::

:: Tuesday, May 17, 2005 ::

*black widow*

(So much for my happy ending..)

met up with hida and mardi today. hav been lookin forward to this day since i planned the meeting (last week i think)
all was great. the babes were great as usual. they gave me a belated birthday gift. love it a lot babe!
it's very 'me' indeed. alas, only the babes know me that well.got me all teary eyed when i opened the present(im such a drama queen i tell ya..)

did a bit of studying by myslf at pacific coffee this afternoon.proud of myself for that:) have got to keep the momentum going. cant leave even one day without studying from now on. im on a mission..and im determined to end my mission on a good note. yep.

and the unavoidable thoughts are dangerously creeping back into my mind. (out damn thoughts!)haha..i wish it would hav been that easy. i would want to be transported to the land of 'unavoidable thoughts' and kill each and everyone of them..with a flick of my light sabre.
yea....dont think u can mess with me, you hear!

phew! now that i have gotten that out of my system...alas, the moment of true revelation...if only it was that easy..

:: black widow 5/17/2005 11:31:00 PM [+] ::
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