i have been concealing these feelings of mine for a long time now. i cringe at the thought of revealing it to the world how i really feel about you. i cringe at the thought of how YOU would react to my ultimate revelation.
being someone unsure of herself, i dread at the thought of you laughing it off as a joke. but it's not a joke. i am telling the truth...i have never felt so sure of stuff like how sure i am feeling right now.
the phrase 'i'm stuck on you' creates a whole new meaning for me now.
i think about you all the time..think about you before i sleep, think about you when i wake up. you rule my mind..in every sense of the word.
it drives me crazy and yet the only time i create peace in my mind is by creating images of you in my mind. sigh..the irony of life..
i love you, my darling computer..you rock my world...
and yet so many people rock my world too....
:: black widow 5/23/2005 05:32:00 PM [+] ::
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