:: Emotional Void ::

:: Saturday, March 12, 2005 ::

*black widow*

(Burst it out!)

i want u to stop treating me like a kid, like im some kind of moron who has no mind of her own.
i know what is happening all around me. i know what kind of environment i am living in. as opposed to what you think, i know that i dont live in a land of fairy tale. i know you dont give a shit about how i feel.
but give me a break. get to know me..i am not as bad as u think i am.
trust me..look around u and u will see..
even if i'm not worth much in your eyes, humour me by acting like you care.
for once, try to take me seriously.
behind my aloof exterior, i think a lot about my life.
i know it has not been a bed of roses so far but i think far enough to know that one more failure in my life and im dead.
stop comparing me to those 'others' that u claim to know.
name them!
and stop making me feel more useless than i already am..

i wish to be alone for a while.

:: black widow 3/12/2005 09:39:00 AM [+] ::
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