that big beautiful world she claims to be hers. she tripped and fell, only to find refuge in that oh so beautiful world of paradise.
unknown to her, she stumbled out of that paradise and reality hit...
she put on a shield to protect her fragile self. yea, she is fragile. she admits that to herself but not to the world. the world must not know of her weakness. the world must not know she cries herself to sleep almost every night.
she knows now that her paradise is nothing compared to the big world outside. that world she chose to avoid. she travelled the real world...looking at everything with extreme cautions.
as time goes by, she loosen her shield.. and embraced the world she now calls her home..
her vulnerable fragile self left unprotected, she eventually got hurt by an arrow. a sharp arrow..
she is hurt..she is dying
and now she is left alone, wondering if things had been better if she had just stayed on in her paradise, sheltered from all the pain..