:: Emotional Void ::

:: Tuesday, March 23, 2004 ::

*black widow*

(Ramblings of the teen in me...)

bought nelly furtado's cd yesterday. lovin the album and lovin the lady even more. she exudes such beauty and talent. in fact i'm listening to the album right at this moment actually. wat can i say, i'm hooked. ;)

been havin a hard time to sleep lately. disturbed mind i guess.

i wish i hadn't seen all of the realness,
and all the real people are really not real at all,
the more i learn the more i cry...
~n.f~

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wuz dreading to go to class today. it's this workshop i paid for. so wat choice do i have.. it's good revision for me since the lecturers conducting them are from Univesity of London.

today's workshop wuz on maths. my usual 3 hours maths lectures wuz enough strain on my brain cells. and yet today i wuz to hav a 9 to 5pm maths workshop (with one and a half hour break in between) so i went to class with clear predictions that i wuz definitely gonna doze off in class.

i did not! came out of the class swooning and smiling. i hav got this
HUGE crush on my lecturer.
i dun remember havin this huge a crush on a teacher of mine before. but hey, neva too late to start!
he's kinda good-lookin but that wuz not wat i wuz swooning over him for. he iz juz so charming. intelligent, funny, plus..he has got the most adorable accent. i think it sounds scottish. sigh..

ok, i should stop. i can seriously go on and on about him. gues a predicted horrible day turn out ok after all. nah, it's a gorgeous day. definitely gorgeous...
who saved the day? all thanx to martin;)

:: black widow 3/23/2004 11:18:00 PM [+] ::
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