:: Emotional Void ::

:: Friday, August 29, 2003 ::

*black widow*

(Spill the beans..)

coffee beans..i luurrve the smell of coffee..dun really fancy drinking them though. alas, my random ramblings has shown its ugly head...

i'm gettin sick and tired of updating stuff about myself. its always about me aint it.. but its inevitable, this is after all MY blog. i'm such a smart ass! haha..

met up with hida for a while yesterday..havent seen that gal for quite a while. for 2 weeks i think. for once, i actually hav to keep a schedule in my head..when to meet up with frenz, when to go out on dates, when to visit the library, when to surf the net, when to talk on the phone and for how long, when to listen to music, when to watch tv, when to sleep..

it's gettin quite ridiculous, i hav neva had such a tight schedule to follow before. it used to be 'hey, wanna go out?' and i would say 'yea sure. i'm bored anyway.'

now: 'hey, wanna meet up later?' and i would say 'erm...i hav lots of reading to do and i would hav to get my tutorials done before the dateline. hmm..i should be free in a month's time. how bout then?'
of course, im exaggerating but the whole idea is there.

and the most recent disturbing thought in my mind...'marriage is in the air..' one by one, my frenz are gettin married. not that im jealous or anythin. im real happy for them. but 21 seem too young an age to be gettin married with all those responsibilities that goes along with it.

well, everyone thinks differently. i hav my own views..and so do others.

:: black widow 8/29/2003 11:55:00 PM [+] ::
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