:: Emotional Void ::

:: Thursday, August 07, 2003 ::

*black widow*

(Gimme the remedy..)

I'm back! gosh! i didnt realise i hav not been blogging for more than a week. wats up with that?? where has my blogging needs and urges gone to?

well..they hav been flushed down the toilet as soon as i enter school life.

updates on happenings since last week. nothing much. had only 2 days of school last week and that wuz enough to freeze my brain. it's frozen silly that i may juz need a hair dryer to melt it down. ok..lame joke. next!

saw this cutie in the bus to school last wednesday. apparently, he's studying in my school. and coincidence of all coincidences, i think alg likes him too. she's at it again.haha. on the prowl for cute guys.

went for a movie last saturday. the movie sux big time but the company i had makes it all worthwhile. got a bike ride home. i felt like a biker chick..haha..

this week has been a very fucked up week for me. had classes from monday till wednesday. no more classes for the rest of the week which explains why i hav the freakin time to blog today. im glad im not havin classes everyday. the stress is ridiculosly too much for me. im juz so scared that i wont be able to pass my exams. i know its too early to talk about exams but damn it i hav to think about the future or else....i wont hav any future.

but thanx to hida and farah, i had a great time after school yesterday. watched a great brazilian movie, 'city of god'. had free drinks and cakes from coffee bean..thanx to hosni.

they were great company..but im still feelin fucked up right now. i hate it when that happens. my depression will keep on lingering even after i hav had a 'great' time with frenz. it wasnt as if i wuz putting a front in having fun. i wuz havin fun! but the fuckin bitch that i am, i let the sorrow creep back into my life.

im like a....disease..

on a lighter note, i hav an ulcer on the underside of my tongue.kind of a weird location but wat da heck...i am weird to start with.
and since last night, i hav this slight pain at the area around my left armpit. yup..armpit.

i AM a disease.....

:: black widow 8/07/2003 10:38:00 AM [+] ::
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