:: Emotional Void ::

Black widow iT's diFficult to KeeP tHe gRieF in YoUr hEad tHe wHole tIMe..
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:: Wednesday, May 14, 2003 ::

*black widow*

thank u to all your encouraging comments to my last entry. will snap out of the depression. a slow process.... but will happen eventually.

i hate whining if im depressed. isolation is my best remedy. letting go thru words written down. i haven't been in a talking mood lately. don't expect anyone to notice. i try not to exude my negative energy to those around me.

received 'good' news yesterday. i surprise even myself with the reaction i gave. i felt so void..blank. do i feel happy? do i feel sad? tell me, damn it! (i hate it when i keep goin against myself...refusing to give a definite answer)
i'm still in my own world of dreams. i need to wake up and smell the freakin coffee!



:: black widow 5/14/2003 07:35:00 AM [+] ::
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