it is a very cool breezy nite tonite..windy nights always evoke some form of feelings deep inside of me.
last sunday and monday has been a very difficult period for me. it wuz too extreme dat i wuz beginning to scare myself. and i felt dat i needed help...psychiatric help of some sort..
but dat is not me...when im fucked up like dat, i prefer to be left alone.
my drastic mood swings driving me up the wall. i can be as chirpy as a bird one moment and goes into drastic depressive state at another..
damn, im in shit metaphor territory now..
and im beginning to scare my frenz..somehow dat brings a smile to my face..
im so unpredictable dat even i cant catch up with myself.
juz for everyone's info, im right now in extreme chirpy state. i wuz practically goofing and jumping around when i went grocery shopping with my family a while ago..go figure..