*black widow* i seek an inner calmness in myself..not to think too much about how certain acts will result in certain consequences. for once, i wish to be free of all these self-inflicted burden which juz brings me tonnes and tonnes of pain.
this heaviness i feel on my lip..preventing it from moving...even for an inch. a dark cloud encircling me..bringing me the rain wherever i go.
each step i take, it brings me nearer and nearer to the land of 'fucked ups'..