:: Emotional Void ::

:: Tuesday, January 28, 2003 ::

*black widow*

(Innermost thoughts concealed for good)

did an entry on saturday. had to delete it. it seems too personal to be shared...although now dat i come to think about it, its not really dat personal. watever..

last saturday wuz one fine day. met up with the babes. its juz wonderful to be with them and share our usual dose of sarcasm. luvlay...

tag along to a bbq..dat wuz fine. too bad i wuz full. there wuz a wonderful spread of food. however i wuz in a daze and seem distant most of the time. dats juz how i am in a new crowd. hope i wasnt givin them too much negative vibes. even if i did, it wasnt on purpose. i only give negative vibes to people i despise.

its after midnite..and i can sense some soft growling coming from my tummy. im hungry..again??
wat the......
nah, 'close ur eyes and focus'....no food for now..must endure...must not eat so late at nite...must keep the weight off...

:: black widow 1/28/2003 12:32:00 AM [+] ::
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