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Black widow iT's diFficult to KeeP tHe gRieF in YoUr hEad tHe wHole tIMe..
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:: Monday, December 09, 2002 ::

*black widow*
(bite me!)

can u please try to understand. i dun wish for praises as high as the sky..i dun wish for words which make me feel good inside. coz i know it's all a simple ploy. a ploy to deceive me into believing dat i am special.
oh, fuck it.

i can't deny myself this shit. it has been known since the start of time dat compliments make u feel good. i hav been hoping for the moment dat i wil get one. i will then drown the thoughts of ever doubting those words. bcoz the truth is not important anymore..it juz isn't..

as mentioned by hida, i am sick and tired of finding 'the one'. for once i wish to be the one 'found'. dat wud be a great compliment to myself and a boost of my ego.i'm such an egoistic bitch sometimes. gosh! cut me some slack. i'm falling apart here










:: black widow 12/09/2002 12:20:00 AM [+] ::
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