:: Emotional Void ::
iT's diFficult to KeeP tHe gRieF in YoUr hEad tHe wHole tIMe..
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:: Tuesday, August 20, 2002 ::
*black widow* (What the hell!!!) *black widow*
Had a short trip to school today...to get my cert for the 'safety test' i took in june. ill accompanied me there. thanx ill!
Had a weird feeling when the train wuz nearing dover....saw my school building after a few months. Had a heavy feelin...dun wish to meet 'him'. Sure i wuz fooling ard about wanting to meet the 'other indian lad'...but dat wuz afterall a harmless show of 'flirt' on my part.
Went into the school building and i pretty much wanted to grab the cert and make our way out of the school. I even avoided the crowded food court for fear of meeting 'him'.
A bit childish..yes..but i juz dun wish to remind myself of 'him' ever again. I dont wish to meet him ever again....
I cant believe dat i wasted 2 years of my poly life gettin all excited over him. I juz realised dat thruout the 3yrs i hav neva really like anyone else other than him. Should hav kept my options open..haha..but alas i did not...cant possibly revert back to my poly life can i....
gosh! it can quite draining to type out ur deepest thoughts...
:: black widow 8/20/2002 09:58:00 PM [+] ::
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