:: Emotional Void ::

:: Wednesday, August 21, 2002 ::

*black widow*

(Born to fly...slide...) *black widow*
Had an interview today at international plaza...only to find out dat it wuz an agent. The 'real interview wuz to be at Robinson Towers. Supposedly it wuz 10 mins walk away..but i got lost and only reached the place 40 mins later. Under the scorching sun and dressed in my shirt and pants..you would think it wont get any worse, right??? Wrong! thruout the whole walk..i wuz trying to keep a straight face while cursing under my breath. Why?? ..coz my ankle hurt.

How it got hurt?? this happened way before both interviews took place...in fact to be precise it took place at my home town..or suburb town as i wud want to call it...bedok.
While confidently walking down a slope..i slide..and fell on my butt. With the 'power' bestowed upon me, i juz stood up and even smiled and said 'yeah' when a lady asked if i wuz alrite.

However as i walked away from the wretched site..or shud i say limped away..'it' hit me. My right ankle hurt. Wuz even contemplating on whether i shud go for the interview..but wat the heck..i juz went.
I guess the hurt ankle wuz a blessing coz somehow i wuz drained of all emotions for my interviews. Or maybe its coz i didnt really want the job...Anyway, i did not feel even a bit nervous for my interviews. In fact while waiting to be interviewed, i even 'danced' a bit. (Not a vigorous one.. juz a slight movement from side to side..hida has seen me do it at deli! heehee)

Finally when i got home, the pain finally got the better of me. I could finally feel the full force. Had to force myself not to limp when i went for the interviews..but back home..i could feel the 'real' pain.
But still i gotta go for btt. Wuz late for it..so i had to walk real fast into the driving centre...so the word in my head wuz 'ouch!' all the way. Can u imagine..me going..'ouch! ouch!....double zig zag line means..ouch!....double yellow line mean....ouch!'

Anyway, on my way home from the driving centre..my ankle hurts real bad. I could not even conceal a limp. Its now swollen..and my mum put 'asam' on it. Hope it heals by tomorow.

:: black widow 8/21/2002 11:10:00 PM [+] ::
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