:: Emotional Void ::

:: Friday, May 19, 2006 ::

*black widow*

(Caffeine overload..)

i juz drank a cup of coffee a while ago.(i dread drinking it) but i need to keep myself awake.
the eyes need it.(not for the eyebags!but to keep open)

and i realize that strong coffee makes me "high".gets me all hyped up and then all emotional.such emotional roller coaster.i scare myself sometimes.
my bro juz installed a new keyboard.a really compact and small one.i like the buttons.makes for nice typing.wheee..

thus this entry is a try out session for the new keyboard.lovin it, dahling;)

went to study at the airport with fai today.glad to say that i finally got some serious studying done.concentration level at a much higher level compared to when im at home.hell, this entry itself is a proof of how much distractions there are in the house.i blame no one but myself.but then again, i can afford the time since i will be awake for a while considering the caffeine found in my blood right now.

i read a blog today about how this fucked up girl is blaming god for her messed up life.
it makes me cringe at the words she decides to use against her creator.it makes me laugh as well at the supposed points she was making.i know she is trying to make an intellectual theory of it all but sad to say, on the contrary it makes her appear stupid.

instead of looking at herself and searching for the answers..she decides to look at others and blame others for her predicament.sure, i blame others sometimes when i'm angry about something (right now, the lecturers who sets such difficult exam papers!)but eventually it boils down to how unprepared i am for those exams.

only you have the power to make your life a better one.want a better life?work for it, baby!
wow, somehow those words making me all hyped up about studying for my exams.(or maybe its the caffeine at work)oh well..

i'm loving typing on this keyboard too much to stop.oh my oh me..

and so i shall continue on.
on the way home, 2 tourists decides to ask me questions (i'm guessing they are from israel)and i gave them a wrong time span for when they can reach their destination.wrong info but nothing life threatening..so no biggy really.

at least i was kind enough to help.(i think)and that's me trying to be a good samaritan..and it backfires.yikes.sorry mate!

oh my, it's already 1.amazing how time flies when ur havin fun.

i shall use u again, my darling keyboard.soon!tomorrow most probably.*sigh..life make sense again!

p/s: caffeine makes me want to do sit-ups.oh no!

:: black widow 5/19/2006 12:31:00 AM [+] ::
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