:: Emotional Void ::
iT's diFficult to KeeP tHe gRieF in YoUr hEad tHe wHole tIMe..
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:: Tuesday, September 21, 2004 ::
*black widow* (Going under...i gotta break through..)
tossed and turned in bed last night. juz could not get to sleep. but i eventually forced myself to sleep after midnight. as expected, my mood wuz the foulest ever this morning.
...dressing up for school wuz my form of therapy. well, when u think u look good, u will feel good..uhuh..
i wish i can be a demanding bitch. u know..expecting things done my way. it pays to be selfish sometimes. that's the problem, i have stopped hoping. as a result, things juz lay stagnant in front of me and yet i turn a blind eye to it; not wanting to give a damn.
the lingering thought comes and goes. i wish it could juz stay long enough for me to fucking do something about it. as opposed to running away from it, i must face it. i must..
:: black widow 9/21/2004 08:55:00 PM [+] ::
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