:: Emotional Void ::

:: Thursday, July 15, 2004 ::

*black widow*

(i feel a word vomit coming..)

love is just another word for pain
it's a broken record repeating the same thing
when you want it it's not there
when you have it you don't care
when i lose it in the end...

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted
we gave up, we made up
it's not like you cared
deception, depression is all that i've got
am i losing what's there

and i've made up my mind
i'd be better off alone
love is just a waste of time

and all the lonely nights
and all the crushing scenes
and all the pointless fights

someone tell me what it means
someone tell me why hearts break
'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain

and i'm giving up on happy endings
the one's that are only in movies
where the guy gets the girl and everybody's happy
i think that's the way it should be

~m.r~

watched 'mean girls' 2 days ago. definitely a very girlish girly show but funny nevertheless. it was a girls' day out and i enjoyed it tremendously. thanx hida! we encountered lots of memorable incidents.. the attack of the ants, model scouting, big glass..small girl= pictures time, and even an invitation for free hair washing!

weird..

met up with hida, farah and lyds today. had girls talk. fun fun fun! too bad, as usual i had to leave early. bummer.

and so skaterboi is still on my mind. all the suggestions by my dear gal frenz today shall be taken into consideration when sunday comes. ;)

by the way, im lovin the lyrics above.kinda describes the cynical way i think of love. whoa emo stuff there..

buhbye..

:: black widow 7/15/2004 11:24:00 PM [+] ::
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