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Black widow iT's diFficult to KeeP tHe gRieF in YoUr hEad tHe wHole tIMe..
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:: Sunday, December 15, 2002 ::

*black widow*
(Keep me warm...)

been sick for the past few days. the flu bug hit me bad...with my nose constantly drooling with yellowish substance i call mucus.(apologies to those who feel nauseous after reading this)
plus it didn't help to be stuck in a cold weather like this when u hav fever and a running nose. i wud hav appreciated the weather even more if i aint sick.

i've always preferred the cold weather as opposed to a hot one. my surrounding seems more tranquil and peaceful when it's cold. i feel more at ease with myself...even though an intrusion of melancholic thoughts may be unavoidable.

couldn't get myself to sleep last night. kept tossing and turning. tried to talk myself to sleep but dat didn't help. ended up having a long conversation with myself. couldn't snap myself out of it. 'me' and 'myself' were havin a heart to heart talk. tried forcing myself to sleep several times but wuz soon 'tricked' into the convo back again.

eventually, 530am, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............

:: black widow 12/15/2002 11:59:00 PM [+] ::
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