*black widow* i did it again. overwhelming negativity running thru my veins. i seek refuge by retreating into my oh so small shell...with no roof to shelter me from the rain.
amazing how things dun always turn out like u wish for. or u dun turn out like u wish for. perfect and wonderful settings around u...may not always bring the best out of u.
hang out with the babes todae..or shud i say yesterday. it wuz wonderful except for the fact dat i decided to switch to a silent mode. i hate it when dat happens. i hav no control over it watsoever. its like there is this evil force whick keeps on insisting dat i shut myself away from the rest of the human race. its all a big conspiracy, i tell ya!
this split personality thingy shud be put to a dead stop. i want my sarcastic and noisy self back. please come back to me, wherever u are.....
:: black widow 12/25/2002 01:56:00 AM [+] ::
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