:: Emotional Void ::

:: Tuesday, December 03, 2002 ::

*black widow*

(The black hole..)

the sky looks gloomy tonite. no colours..juz pure blackness. there aren't even stars twinkling in the sky. lookin out my bedroom window, i dun even see a moon. it's as if they hav conspired to desert me..leaving me here on my own.

it's a very lonely and quiet night. a drop of a pin wud hav sounded like a million bullets being aimed on a shiny piece of steel. the only sound accompanying me tonight is the steady sound of a fan; blowing cool wind in my face....heavenly...:) it's darn humid tonight..accompanying the dark, lonely night, the last thing i want right now is to be perspiring from the heat.

feeling sufficiently melancholic tonight. it has been a very fruitful day..i managed to do lots of stuff i hav been neglecting and pushing back for days...or even weeks for dat matter. i juz recently found out dat 'the bell jar' is written by sylvia plath. saw dat book in a movie..a lovely movie..which i hav seen several times. how many?...u dun even wanna go there...

i wuz overwhelmed with disappointment not to be able to find the book in the library today. but i managed to find a book consisting of her poems. it's time to read and enjoy..:)

it's nice to keep reminding myself dat the black hole does not mean the end for me. there is sure to be a ray of light; giving me hope at every step of the way....there always is..

:: black widow 12/03/2002 11:02:00 PM [+] ::
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