:: Emotional Void ::

:: Thursday, October 03, 2002 ::

*black widow*

(I'm back!!!!) *black widow*
Hey to all. Didnt realise i havent updated this blog for nearly a week. Well, dun be sad....i am back. I am sure everyone reading this muz be glad to hear me whine again and again bout my ever unfulfilling life. uhuh...did i hear a 'yay' somewhere out there??

the 'new fren' part of my life is officially over. haha...it lasted for a week. wat can i say........?? (yup....exactly. nothing!) got me a bit confused though.....why? watever..

and of course.....the job part of my life is stil vacant. pretty much so....the heartache of this exact fact is unbearable. and the saddest part of it all, i am gonna become a certified total bummer as of next wednesday coz dats the last day of my tutoring career.

better start sending resumes and all dat crap again. hav been relaxing too much on dat department since my TIMES interview. gotta buck up! perhaps i shud join the army....uhuh...dat wil be the day. and like they wud wan me in the first place. gosh! i feel so........inadequate...and ......unwanted.

It's true
About the past
It screws us all up one way or another
either you're desperate to recreate it,
or you're determined to rebel against it.
Whichever way you pick,
you're so busy looking back that you never manage to take a single step forward

'Hot Property' by Zoe Barnes

:: black widow 10/03/2002 09:22:00 PM [+] ::
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