:: Emotional Void ::

:: Wednesday, May 22, 2002 ::

*black widow*

(Lunch date) *black widow*
Went out with my poly frenz today;alang,tua,kcg and aisha..ate at komala's.It was ok..not one of those frenz outing where i would say 'woohoo!i had a fabulous time' kind.I didnt talk much..let them do most of the talking.I guess it depends on the topic..some topic don't actually make me go into a verbal frenzy!

Met up with mardi before the lunch date.Was happy to meet up wif her..ur the babe mardi!The lunch date didnt turn out to be as fun as i wanted it to be.It was ok up till the point where aisha supposedly wish to announce this newsflash to us...'monyet is dating this girl called hida in SP'.She met them together somewhere..
Then...IT hit me..real hard i would say.Began to hav this tight feeling in my tummy which slowly yet painfully made its way up to my heart..dramatic huh.Well,i thought i was over monyet..guess i was wrong.
From that point on,the significance of the lunch outing pretty much went downhill..

How ironic it is dat my blog title is 'emotional void' since i hav all this unexplainable emotions running thru me.But then,on the exterior i do tend to show dat i am void of emotions.On the inside,nobody knows....

Grief can take care of itself,but to get the full value of a joy you must have somebody to divide it with

:: black widow 5/22/2002 10:43:00 PM [+] ::
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